Kookys & Dreams

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

Too beautiful to last...

Me: Hello…
You: Hi… how have you been?
Me: I’m ok…what about you?
Heart: I miss your voice... and i miss you terribly...
You: Busy as usual… Thanks for waiting…
Me: That’s alright, you told me to.
Heart: I wished we were back together again...
You: I’ve decided…
Me: You only needed a month to let go?
Heart: Wow... Do you not love me? That was really fast...
You: Well how long did you want me to take? Besides I thought you had wanted to rush it.
Me: No…I was never rushing into it…
You: I took some time to come to terms with it… that it was time for both of us to move on…
Me: Yeah? (silence) Maybe we should shouldn’t we?...
Heart: But my heart still longs for you... I still think about you and us alot... Did you ever thought it might still be possible for us?
You: I thought you’ve already decided and I felt I was holding you back…
Me: Are you seeing anyone now?
Heart: You must be seeing someone now, how else did you arrive at this decision so quickly...
You: No… although there are people who are interested…
Me: (laughter) could’ve said the same for myself…
Heart: Be still... you mustn't look pathetic.
You: Oh really? How many are there?
Me: Well… those that are confirmed?… a handful probably…
Heart: Just give a vague but believable answer... I'm sure there are some...
You: Five?
Me: (laughter) I don’t think I can get into another relationship really… To me…
Heart: Because I still think about you alot... or is it because I'm still in love with you...

(Long silence)

You: To you…?
Me: (sigh) To me… …there can only be you… you were my one and only…
Heart: And no one else can ever take your place in me. You hold a special place in me... I love you...
You: Oh…

(Long silence)

You: I think the memories are always hard to let go don’t you think?
Me: …yeah…
Heart: I never want to let go of them, they will always be there for me...
You: I had hope to move on and leave these memories as memories only… because we can never make new memories can we?
Me: (sigh) I suppose… for me… even though I know I have to move on, a part of me will always be there. It’s like there will always be an affiliation… and that I will carry those wonderful memories we had with me… everywhere I go…
Heart: I'm still in love with you...

(Distant noises in background)

You: I think the last month was really a time for me to reflect. I was too sad to go out… So I guess it kinda build me up to be stronger.
Me: Let me know when we can meet up?
Heart: I wished all these had never happened... I wished he had never have to make this wrenching decision... I'm aching...
You: I don’t think I can do it this week… how about next week?
Me: I’m kinda busy myself for the whole of next week… I mean I can meet you up just for short coffee session…
You: Well… Why don’t you try and see if you could do next week… If not I suppose we’ll probably do it the week after?
Me: Alright… I’ll try
Heart: I wished I can see you sooner... because I really missed you...
You: Yeah…
Me: I’ll let you know…
You: Sure…ok…
Me: Alright I’ll talk to you again…
Heart:
You: Ok…
Me: Bye…
You: Bye…





 

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